gripes
I've had too much free time and have been spending it doing absolutely nothing. I'm worried my hairline is starting to recede or thin in the corners. my face is lumpy and strange. i'm worried about whether or not i should give up on wanting to transition. i drink two redbulls a day and have chest pain. i'm anxious with every footstep and creak in the house. the price of my domain has gone up this year. i'm so socially retarded i feel like a predator for being alive. i've done nothing meaningful with this site at all. the fear of only being talked to out of pity never goes away. don't know if i should be worried about how often i'm thinking about myself. i'm creatively deficit and if i'm not good looking and can't contribute to the arts or world in any sort of way, what am i good for? i hope i can afford college. i hope i can learn to drive and never stop driving.